impatiently waiting

Today is day five. . . I know she said that the biopsy wouldn't be back until Thursday probably but, I can't help but think it could come any moment. I'm anxious. . . its almost like waiting for a pregnancy test except the results aren't near as joyful. Unless they come out negative!

I'm convincing myself that this is all going to be some strange and easily solved issue. Its hard to keep that in focus while the blood continues to pour though. This is going on 7 weeks now. . . My body hurts, I'm tired. I'm ready for the next step~ Healing!

My kids have been doing a fabulous job of distracting me though! Hannah draws pictures and makes books and leaves them all over the house. She likes to copy things out of magazines then glue them together to make a book. The latest is a mix of dinosaurs and whales. Katie is being super helpful, cleaning up, rubbing my feet when I am down,

Oh and Jacob? Yes, hes helpful . . . . he decided to have a rock throwing contest with the neighborhood kids. . . and threw a rock RIGHT through the back window of the van.

So much for Christmas this year. Between the window and the medical problems. . .. they are getting rocks